It's been 9 years since we started dating, so things are a little hazy. Here's what I remember. We were inseparable. When I wasn't with him I wanted to be. I kind of lost my closest friends, but gained a boyfriend and was quickly gaining a best friend. (Off the subject. Let me just say that when Jacob and I started dating and I lost a lot of my friends but, I got closer to my sister Emily and mom, than soon after my sister Lorena. They are now my closest girlfriends. Sisters are soooooo important.) We spent as much time as possible with each other. I don't even remember what we would do. What I do remember is being in the car with him and trying so hard to work up the courage to grab his hand. I remember stopping at red lights and hoping he would lean over and kiss me. Taking naps after church together on his parents living room floor and trying to imagine what our married life would be like. The many beautiful songs he wrote me, and trying not to cry at every one. I knew 4 months into our relationship that I loved him. He also knew 4 months in and tried to tell me, but I must not have heard him right because he said that all I said was thank you. I felt so bad when he told me that months later. Anyways our dating life may not seem exciting but it was. We are prefect for each other.
Our dating life
It's been 9 years since we started dating, so things are a little hazy. Here's what I remember. We were inseparable. When I wasn't with him I wanted to be. I kind of lost my closest friends, but gained a boyfriend and was quickly gaining a best friend. (Off the subject. Let me just say that when Jacob and I started dating and I lost a lot of my friends but, I got closer to my sister Emily and mom, than soon after my sister Lorena. They are now my closest girlfriends. Sisters are soooooo important.) We spent as much time as possible with each other. I don't even remember what we would do. What I do remember is being in the car with him and trying so hard to work up the courage to grab his hand. I remember stopping at red lights and hoping he would lean over and kiss me. Taking naps after church together on his parents living room floor and trying to imagine what our married life would be like. The many beautiful songs he wrote me, and trying not to cry at every one. I knew 4 months into our relationship that I loved him. He also knew 4 months in and tried to tell me, but I must not have heard him right because he said that all I said was thank you. I felt so bad when he told me that months later. Anyways our dating life may not seem exciting but it was. We are prefect for each other.
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